A Romantic Heart
Forever In Your Heart
I feel for you, so sorry to hear this, sending you some hugs!
I have asked myself the same questions, it seems sometimes, one bad thing happens right after another and you just want it to stop.
I don't believe in curses, but sometimes I feel as though I am under one, I just keep going, knowing there is that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and if it is this bad, it only can get better from here.
Life is hard, very hard, but it is also rewarding, and happy, I have found that when I have had the worse happen, the best awaits just around the corner, and I press on to see what it is, and what is going to land in my lap.
Now sometimes this can be a chain reaction, a friend does this to themselves and another friend gets depressed, wondering what they could have done to stop it, or go crazy wondering why they did it, you just have to stop those thoughts, sure it is ok to grieve, but don't judge yourself or beat up on yourself, they made the choice to end their life.
Don't allow this to control you and your life, life is hard, but life is precious, you only have one, and you just don't know what is around the corner waiting for you in the future. You will find that it will all be worth it someday when you look into your own eyes, filled with love and laughter, and you will say to yourself, wow! I would have missed this, you grow, and your focus is no longer about you, but others, helping others,
when we focus on ourselves, that is what we end up with, alone, ourselves, reach out, you will find happiness and life in giving,
making a change, a difference in human hearts.