Sycamore, IL, USA
I'm so sorry for your anguish. It's nice you can get your feelings inked as I feel it helps heal our wounds.
My late son used to say, without darkness, we can't appreciate light, without thirst, a cool refreshing drink, and without sadness, the happiness in life.
None of us want the darkness, hunger, sadness or thirst, but they do precede the wonders of satisfaction.
May you be blest with satisfaction.