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rebelangelv
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0 posted 05-28-2007 12:21 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv


ok ....so this is my first time in this kind of forum....in fact i only joined this site like yesterday.....but it seems to be exactly what i've been needing.
ive been really down lately due to some things that the rules state i cannot speak about. i've tried to talk to the only friend who knows about me but she's not exactly helping right now. if anyones out there who can talk to me that would be greatly appreciated.
Drauntz
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1 posted 05-28-2007 02:29 PM       View Profile for Drauntz   Email Drauntz   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Drauntz

some details,please! So, I'll see if am able to help.

It is always better to talk about the problem than press  it.
rebelangelv
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2 posted 05-28-2007 02:54 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

well i kinda have some family problems and like i have a lot of friends but really not any close friends. like at school im a table hopper to make it plain and simple. so i dont really have much anyone to talk to and a lot of times it just seems like no one cares and i get overwhelmed by everything being so trapped within myself.
Drauntz
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3 posted 05-28-2007 06:14 PM       View Profile for Drauntz   Email Drauntz   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Drauntz

list them out, so you will know which one bothers you the most....see if there is a way to handle it.
rebelangelv
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4 posted 05-28-2007 07:13 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

well um me n my twin sister are abused by our alcholic family members for one. she's been raped and im constantly getting touched. a lot of times i just feel like i cant handle it anymore.
nakdthoughts
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5 posted 05-28-2007 07:43 PM       View Profile for nakdthoughts   Email nakdthoughts   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for nakdthoughts

if  what you are saying is the truth then  trying to find help on here is not the answer...you need to seek help in real whether it is the guidance counselor who can then get you help elsewhere or to someone you can trust. You may make friends on here to support your feelings but you need "real" help.

M
rebelangelv
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6 posted 05-28-2007 08:21 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

well see the thing is i have gotten that help but it still hasnt stopped. i write poems and songs about this kind of pain and thats really why i got membership here. really i guess i just wanted to see if there were others out there who have the same felings as i do.
sandgrain
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7 posted 05-28-2007 09:52 PM       View Profile for sandgrain   Email sandgrain   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for sandgrain

I'm sorry you've experienced such horrors.  You say you did get help and it didn't stop.  In what way hasn't it stopped...the alcoholism?...the abuse?...or the constant memories of being violated?

  Rae
rebelangelv
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8 posted 05-28-2007 11:01 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

really just the alcholism and the scars left on our bodies. all the memories have affected us in different ways and i personally act different than i used to before it all started and like it's just a scary thought thinking of whats to become of me. like will the affects of these memories change who i am and my future??? will i ever be able to move on with my life and start anew???
moondogz
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9 posted 05-29-2007 12:37 AM       View Profile for moondogz   Email moondogz   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for moondogz

I was saddened to read of your situation.
No one should have to put up with what
you have had to.
I hope that somehow a miracle will visit
you. I will say a prayer for you tonight.
Marge Tindal
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10 posted 05-29-2007 02:32 PM       View Profile for Marge Tindal   Email Marge Tindal   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Marge Tindal's Home Page   View IP for Marge Tindal

RebAngel~
Check your email~

Sincerely~
~*Marge*~

~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~
Email -             noles1@totcon.com

rebelangelv
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11 posted 05-29-2007 09:52 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

thanx moondogz. ur prayers r greatly needed and appreciated. im just really worried about my sister; she hardly ever talks to anyone about anything significant anymore.

o n marge ill check my email okay. r u gunna send me sumthin or wut?
Marge Tindal
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12 posted 05-29-2007 10:09 PM       View Profile for Marge Tindal   Email Marge Tindal   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Marge Tindal's Home Page   View IP for Marge Tindal

I sent you an email ... and just sent you another one .... write me at my email address that shows on all of my posts~

*HUGLETS*
~*Marge*~

~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~
Email -             noles1@totcon.com

rebelangelv
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13 posted 05-29-2007 10:11 PM       View Profile for rebelangelv   Email rebelangelv   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for rebelangelv

i havent gotten them yet.....but ill keep checking k.
hunnie_girl
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14 posted 05-30-2007 03:23 PM       View Profile for hunnie_girl   Email hunnie_girl   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for hunnie_girl

Wow I am sorry to hear that you are having that kind of life.. if you ever need someone to talk to you can email me anytime.
i'll be praying for you
hunnie.
moondogz
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15 posted 05-31-2007 11:19 PM       View Profile for moondogz   Email moondogz   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for moondogz

Hey rebelangelv have u tried any 12 step
forums on line....I was specifically thinking ALANON?
moondogz
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16 posted 06-01-2007 12:35 PM       View Profile for moondogz   Email moondogz   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for moondogz

rebelangelv....oops, I meant to say
Alateen..same thing but for teens.
Hope everything's OK.
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