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Kellie_Cantrell Senior Member
since 2002-05-22
Posts 1667New York 
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Life can be so unpredictable. I never expected to feel as if I had no shoulder to lean on. But in the last 17 days I've been battling sickness, losing my best friend since 6th grade and losing my lover of the past 5 years. I have no one that I feel cares enough about me to confide in. I am so sad that I can't even write a poem. I need someone to be my shoulder. I need someone to listen. I need a hug. I know I can't have any of this. I know things will never be the same. But I guess if it doesn't kill you, it will just make you stronger. Why do I feel like my world is upside down. Please if anyone can be my shoulder even for a moment I need to feel like someone cares. aim: five2weezy email:kemariec@gmail.com |
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Marge Tindal 
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
 ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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Kellie_Cantrell Senior Member
since 2002-05-22
Posts 1667New York |
Thanks Marge. I really needed that. |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
Aw, Kellie, you're just too hurt to see all those who care about you. During years when all 5 of my kids were still home as well as my husband, there were times I honestly felt so all alone, which I guess translates into 'not understood' or maybe unrecognized and terribly lonely. So I relate to your feeling. We all need a shoulder every now and again, and I'm delighted you have the good sense to reach out and say so. God bless you, Rae |
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Kellie_Cantrell Senior Member
since 2002-05-22
Posts 1667New York |
But I'm not feeling all alone, I am all alone. Ugh. I don't really care I guess. I'll just ask for more hours at work. I don't need anyone. |
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Kimberly ann Member
since 2006-05-29
Posts 61 |
ok even though i may not know you i do understand that you need someone and something that i have always done for anyone around me....i am here if u need to talk i am here even if u need an internet shoulder to cry on i am here to listen because i care even if i don't know you! i know what it is like going through that...i understand..mostly kimberly ann |
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Kellie_Cantrell Senior Member
since 2002-05-22
Posts 1667New York |
Life is about second chances. So today I decided to forgive these 2 people in my life. I think this is a step in the right direction. |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Kellie~ quote:Atta girl ... you will feel so much better without the burden of carrying around a weight you don't need~  Keep that chin up gal~ I believe in you~ *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
That's a great move in the right direction. When you forgive, you prevent the issure from eating at you anymore. Whether or not the perpetrators are sorry or change, you've made the right move for your well being. I'm proud of you, because that takes maturity. God bless, Rae |
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Neeraja Senior Member
since 2002-06-22
Posts 812The Netherlands |
Dear Kellie, for what it's worth... I think I can say I know how it feels... I feel so sorry for you and I hope things will change for the better soon... very soon... in the mean time... go with the flow... don't fight it but don't let it take you down either....  |
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carter07 Junior Member
since 2007-04-26
Posts 31 |
I definitely know what you're going through. I just moved to a new country and right before I left my best friend and I got into a huge fight and haven't spoken since. I don't know anyone down here, I don't speak the language, and my fiance works all the time so I've been completely alone. It does get easier. Find ways to occupy your time and try to meet new people. There will always be times in your life when you feel completely alone even when you're surrounded by people; and even the people closest to you won't always understand you. I promise you it will pass. Like I said, try and get out and meet new people and do new things. If you need to talk I would love the company, so don't hesitate. Hang in there! |
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bslicker
since 2000-12-04
Posts 2321state of mind |
some more hugs Kellie Bernie  A smile a day keeps the world in smile's. |
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Tears-of-Sanity Member
since 2007-09-05
Posts 121Kingdom Hearts |
When ever you need someone, I am always there... I can listen when you want to talk... lend you a shoulder to cry on... I will accept you for who you are, and whether you tell me about you stuff or not... Simply, I hate people to feel alone and kinda blame myself for not being there for everyone in this world... Take it easy and whenever you want someone... remember that you have me. I don't really know you, but that can be fixed right ???! Tears of Sanity~ |
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voice2bheard Senior Member
since 2007-10-19
Posts 591New York |
Well I can't relly help you to much but if it makes you feel better, I've been in that situation before also, so you're not alone, don't worry you have plenty of friends right here |
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