Sycamore, IL, USA
My heart goes out to you, Kira. Yes, I've had that 'numb to life' feeling and I don't think one 'snaps' out of it. We have to allow time to heal while directing our minds to the positives. They may be lessons learned from bad experiences, the pleasures of someone or somethings dear, no longer available, knowledge gained from failures as we tried to achieve an aim, or perhaps just idle boredom. There's always a cup half full if we search to find it. Finding a way to help someone else is often the best way to rid ourselves of that useless feeling. I do pray this helps you as it's a real bummer to be stuck in that rut while life's clock ticks away.