outside in the rain
don't go back to him--he cheated on you.and if he cheated on you to get another girl, he'll cheat on you again. or, you'll cheat with him while he's w/ another girl. remember "if he does it FOR you, he'll do it TO you" just as fast..just remember that, it helps! i've had to, many many times!
plus, at our age[i believe you said before you were a teen also] no one even knows what "love" is or to "love" someone else. i know i know, its different right? you love him..he loves you, you're different from his other girlfriends! DONT FALL FOR IT! he's gonna say "he loves you more than all the rest" that "he's sorry and he didn't mean to hurt you" but come on, if he's saying that to you, and it sounds SO SO good and perfect, he's had to have practice, right? right. im telling you, these are catch phrases guys use against girls, b/c when a girl thinks she's in love, she hangs on to EVERY word..and we believe them. don't, just move on. the sooner you do, the better.
if ya ever need anything or just wanna talk feel free to email me=)
much love, good luck, and God bless you courtney!=)