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Kimberly ann
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since 2006-05-29

Posts 61

0 posted 2006-06-16 12:04 PM

Right now my i have a lot of things going on its hard to wake up and go back to school. Every morning i wake up and hope that this day goes better than the last.

sometimes my day goes great and then one person brings me down. People know my weakness and thats i care for everyone even if they hate me. And they know that i am soft inside but tough outside. I am hurt easily and they know this. Which hurts even more. sometimes its hard to move on but i keep my head high cause i know that i have my true friends behind.

i wake up and get up to know that this will get better. someday somehow. I know that i have people who love me and won't try to hurt me.

now with everything thats been going on. stuff like i have just recently had one of my best friends leave me. boyfriend problems(as most of you know) and family issues. So its hard but i hold my head high and move through school.

i show no one that something is wrong and act happy so people leave me alone.

sandgrain
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since 1999-09-21

Posts 3662
Sycamore, IL, USA

1 posted 2006-06-16 07:33 PM

A while back I posted this saying I once heard and never forgot.  It sounds like this is what you're trying to do.

"Don't do what you do because you feel like you feel.  Rather feel like you feel because you do what you do."

Life holds lots of hard decisions, but that's a good saying to remember and follow.

   God bless

     Rae

Sunshine

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since 1999-06-25

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2 posted 2006-06-16 09:24 PM

While at this point in time it won't help you, believe me, I'm glad to see someone "like me", but decades younger. I thought to be good and kind was the answer to a lot of things, while, like you, there were a lot of people would wanted to "bring me down" and show me that the world wasn't so nice.

Well, the world isn't so nice, but I could not help but continue to believe it was. And try to make it a better place to be. I think, after some five plus decades, that people have given up on taking away the fact that I'm going to decide to make it a better day, no matter what.

Kimberly Ann...spread your sunshine. It's what you DO. Do it well.

" It matters not this distance now " Excerpt, Yesterday's Love
~*~
KRJ

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