outside in the rain
this happened, almost exactly, to me...except we weren't best friends, we joked and were close friends, but we only really talked when we were feeling down..then the whole, "he likes you, like him too" thing happened, and i let myself "fall in love"
and now im hurting..all these girls, want to know who he loves, w/o knowing it hurts me, b/c i still love him, yet he doesn't love me??why? i don't know..these kind of things never work. trust me...he flirted with every girl within 20 miles of him..and it killed me, but no, nothing could make me leave him, then one day, my best friend in the world, started fighting with me, over him....and i figured, she's my best friend, i'd rather her be happy than me. friends are better to have, right? well, even after i let, the one i loved, go, she wouldn't get over it...and i realized i let it go on way to long, the way it had...it just doesn't work. tell him you want to be friends, trust me:
guys you flirt, just cause hurt.
seriously, its the truth.
don't let him get to you when he says he really likes you/loves you, when you're trying to tell him its over, cause they know that you won't if they do that. unless they don't hurt you, please, let him go. its more important to be happy yourself, then to be sad, to make someone else happy, in a miserable way.
i learned the hard way, and i wish you wouldn't have to.
much love and good luck with it,
ps-another freaky thing about it, i was dating the guy i liked for 4 months, exactly, also...strange..=/..lol