outside in the rain
i feel this way alot, I'm also in high school...I've felt this way ever since I broke up w/ my boyfriend, but it just felt so weird, and I wanted to be friends. Everyone thought it was mean of me, but he agreed thats what he wanted, but everyone chose to be mean to me instead. I've been on and off with ALL my friends, and people that don't like me make site about me that are "anti" me...its awful. What i do when i feel down, i turn on a slow/sad song, and just draw or write or do something that I can express myself by doing...I know how it is, believe me. Life is tough these days...and no one seems to understand me anymore..in fact, people don't think I'm me, anymore. but sometimes all we need is to be alone and cry. It's not a bad thing, just to reflect..and think about what's making you sad...what happened that made you this way? when did you start feeling this way?you never know, what you're sad about now, could've been what used to make you happy.