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ska babe
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0 posted 2006-05-17 10:08 PM



Tonight is bad I feel like I should just leave this world behide..i don’t matter and the only thing I do in this world is cause other people pain…pain that’s all I bring why ,why is that?i use to think I helped people and brought them peace of mind but I guess I was wrong im not here for anything like that I should just disappear into the night and hope to god that I made no one hurt, no one cry anymore..people don’t need me I need them I don’t want to anymore for the things I need hurt people to much im done I give up people say I matter and that I should stay but to tell you the truth I just wish I could go away that I could go to sleep tonight and never wake up…for one life saved there is one life taken…for a lot of you reading this have no idea what I am saying but you know what that’s ok cuz I do….i feel as if my time is coming up im just waiting now…waiting…it will come and im ready….i just hope when im gone that all the pain I have caused will go away and that no one remembers me for that would only cause them pain…don’t worry im not going to kill myself im just waiting for god to take my life and you now what im ready to go…

"I am the one who has to die when it's my time to die, so I'm gonna live life the way I wanna"- Jimi Hendrix

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1 posted 2006-05-17 10:34 PM


Sometimes when we think that we have caused people hurt or pain, we come to find out .. that we really haven't. It was all in our own perspective of the situation.
  On the other hand, if we did truly hurt someone, a simple yet heartfelt "I"m sorry" can usually work miracles.
  Life is so full of second chances .... new beginnings ...  it would be a shame to just lay down and let it all pass by.
  Make the best of your life and in doing so you will make the lives of others happy as well. Hugs!!

Mr»ÄlleÿÇät
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2 posted 2006-05-18 12:45 PM


That's what we all are doing.

We are waiting for God to say it's our time.
It's what we do with that time which counts.
God welcomes us when he sees fit, as along as your here you have a purpose if you choose to follow his path.
What he has in mind for you I can't say, however, I'm sure it does not include curling up into a ball on the bed.

I don't know how you came to think you hurt some-one, but if as you say you were trying to help, that can happen.
That doesn't mean we should not help others, it's just sometimes no matter your best intentions someone gets hurt. That includes the person trying to help.
Generally this happens when the helping is of a match maker, or manipulative nature.
That is why we learn to stay away from those kinds of situations.

Otherwise helping others is a good thing to do.
Anyway we are here to help, as best we can



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