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serenity blaze
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0 posted 2005-10-03 06:26 PM


I am going to go home and have myself a good cry.

If you hear the howling up north, it's just me.

Forgive the pity party folks.

I'm tired, and I miss you all.

sighing...sorry.

Don't mistake this for ingratitude--I am just what my Dad used to call "dead dog tard."

I miss him too.

send me hugs? I'm having a shirtty day.



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iliana
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1 posted 2005-10-03 06:34 PM


Karen.........hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, hugs, x 1,000,000.....miss you, too! ......jo
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2 posted 2005-10-03 06:52 PM


Big Hugs to you Karen.  I hope your days get better!!!        
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3 posted 2005-10-03 07:29 PM


Aw, Karen my witchyone ..... sometimes we just have to have a good ole cry. Lord knows I have done so on more than one "basement" moment. And they could never compare to what you have been through. Just wish I was closer. I would drive over, pick you up and we could find the nearest .... ummm...err....Coffee Shop....ya, that's the ticket. Nothin' better than a strong cup of java and maybe some Tom Waits singing about "I used to play the pianooooo" but the piano's been drinkin' or somethin' like that. Seriously, I wish I could make it all better, but I guess only time can do that. Big hugs dear lady. Chrislane
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4 posted 2005-10-03 07:29 PM


Once you are home, you will realize where it is you truly need to be - and we will be here, waiting for those first tones again, those poems of sound...and life.  For all that is bumming you know, the good days are but around the corner....

and honey? I do understand.  Most of us have "been there" in some way or another...and while that doesn't help much in the way of hands and such, it IS that thread of knowledge that lets you know you are LOVED....

Always here with you...Sun

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5 posted 2005-10-03 07:43 PM


Yup, I can hear the howling all the way up here.
And for very good reason..
so go ahead and have a good cry.
You can even wipe your nose on my shirt.
Ah Karen, I wish you could click your heels three times
and be back 'home'...rested and writing poetry...
well, writing poetry anyway.
I don't think you're the type to ever be really rested.
I do wish we all lived closer so we could all get together
and help you clean and cry with you, and then laugh...
yes, laugh a lot, 'cause I know we would.
Just know there is not a day goes by that I don't think about ya!

Love ya lady~
Nancy

Nan
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6 posted 2005-10-03 07:56 PM


Cry? Karen crying?... I SHOULD HOPE SO!!!... Sending fifty cases of tissues for your indulgence... Don't stop till it's gone...
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7 posted 2005-10-03 08:14 PM


K - I'll cry too, because I miss you and your beautiful words... It's okay to cry, and pity parties are awesome.

Love ya.

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8 posted 2005-10-03 09:02 PM


Hell if you can't cry after what you have been through, who can?  I even cried for you, as I am sure others in here did as well.  There's a reason for every emotion to be expressed like I explained to you, and if you bury them instead of releasing them, they will come back and bite you in the ass every time, or turn into a ton of ugly emotions like rage, fear, and hate.  Wail away lady, you are entitled. witchya m'friend.

You forgot to tell everyone you can't find your snake. Yup, it's lost in her bedroom.  I bet it shows up when its 6 ft. long Now that is really something to cry about in my books.

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9 posted 2005-10-03 09:38 PM


I understand dead dog tard...but I can't say I know how you feel. I can imagine it but I think it's one of those "you hadda be there" to fully get the impact of everything you've been through. All I can do is to be here and give you whatever moral support I can.

You'll get through it because you are you....and think of the stories you'll have for the grandkids!

love ya, gal

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10 posted 2005-10-03 10:57 PM


Missing you and knowing the hardships you are facing.

Nan is correct, cry away...you have the right to.

Hoping everything begins to smooth out for you and your family soon.

Lots of hugs and love,
M

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11 posted 2005-10-04 01:28 AM


           





love you KA

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13 posted 2005-10-04 06:11 AM


Sometimes the only thing that will make you feel better is a good cleansing cry. (Something most men don't understand!) If you didn't feel like crying, I'd worry about you! What you are going through is unimaginable...hard to grasp even though we've seen the news reports of the devastation. Just know that we here hold you in our hearts and share your pain inn some way. I wish there was a way to wave a magic wand and make it all better. Sigh...

Hang in there (a stupid phrase isn't it?)

And that snake? I'd get some hip boots and NEVER close my eyes! Yikes! (Please don't name him it makes it harder when he has to 'leave'.)





littlewing
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14 posted 2005-10-04 07:04 AM


*scratchin' behind your ears*
Susan Caldwell
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15 posted 2005-10-04 11:09 AM


Karen? big

yanno, I have a certain Joni CD for you if I could ever get a current address.......

you know you want it.....

love you much lady!!!!



"too bad ignorance isn't painful"
~Unknown~

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16 posted 2005-10-04 02:18 PM


Karen, It's so good to see your name submitting on these pages.  Can't wait until it's a multiple occurance daily.  

All the news pictures lack 4 essential things you're dealing with.  The smells, the heat, touching those refrigerator packages that must feel like slime and fur and the personal heartwrench that goes with seeing the unsalvagable pieces of life we treasure.

I hope your stomach is as strong as the mind set you have to get through this, Karen.

Sending heaps and heaps of hugs your way, Sweetie.

   Rae

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17 posted 2005-10-04 06:38 PM


Hugs.

Juju - 1.) a magic charm or fetish 2.)Magic 3.)A taboo connected woth the use of magic

The dictionary never lies.... I am magical (;

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18 posted 2005-10-05 12:04 PM


you have every right to complain and be grouchy and tired
BTW, I misread one comment the first time. I thought you wrote 'dead dog turd'

  that word works too!

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19 posted 2005-10-05 04:01 PM


knowing how you feel.....heart hugs and hugss hugss hugss hugss hugss hugss hugss

take care of YOU....

Larry C
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20 posted 2005-10-05 08:44 PM


In the interest of keeping my teeth. May I just say you are a hearty woman.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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21 posted 2005-10-06 03:53 PM


There are lots of shoulders here for ya!!! And lots of arms to catch you when you fall, dust you off and give you the ut-most support/love to help you move on. We love ya!!
serenity blaze
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22 posted 2005-10-07 04:56 PM




I feel better already!

back at my own IP, I yam....

kissing the screen

thank you all

Larry C
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23 posted 2005-10-07 06:13 PM


Okay I saw your disclaimer on Kacy's post so thought I should offer one too. Ya' know I love ya', right?

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

serenity blaze
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24 posted 2005-10-07 06:17 PM




I was a little tense.





Kacy knows I adore her...and um, you too.


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25 posted 2005-10-07 07:37 PM


Serenity gal, may I suggest you copy your post in the alley here, also? Lotsa people don't wander around the alley and I think it's something that should be seen by many...
serenity blaze
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26 posted 2005-10-07 08:03 PM


chuckling

I would

but I'm afraid I was typing with my tongue again...graphic language...I's been edited again!

sigh

seems to be an Acadiana thang....

and winks to my bro too...

it's so good to be home. :}



OH

Alibro did a great job of cleaning me up!

so, Mike, anything for you, so here is a link:
/pip/Forum6/HTML/001292-5.html#107

Larry C
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27 posted 2005-10-07 08:50 PM


So let me get this right, is Michael soliciting?

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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28 posted 2005-10-12 07:26 PM


Karen, I just read in one of the replies that you wrote that you are back at your own IP and are kissing the screen! I understand that kind of joy!

Fortunately for me I have not had to experience all the crap that you have been going through. The replies that all your friends have been writing, perfectly illustrate how highly regarded you are! Scoop them all up and hold them to you heart to heal it!

I pray that your life will soon be back on track and you will be choo-chooing away like the Little Train That Could ~ and did!

Sending you hugs 'n prayers,
Linda

serenity blaze
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29 posted 2005-10-12 07:34 PM


Today I am smiling, as I have found FIVE of my missing people!

oh JOY and gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

they're alive!

May I never take another friendship for granted!

Love to all and Linda?

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30 posted 2005-10-12 08:47 PM


Never take a friendship for granted....lotsa wisdom in those words. Life is so fragile and things change so fast. It's good to always let people know how special they are.

you're special...

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31 posted 2005-10-12 08:52 PM


do you have any idea how good it feels to know you are filled with
gleeeeeeeeeeeeee?????

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32 posted 2005-10-12 10:03 PM


Awwww, I'm sorry you are having a bad day. Here is a big for you.Hope your day is better tomorrow.
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33 posted 2005-10-12 10:04 PM


When Serenity gleeeeees..
we all gleeeeeee!!!

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34 posted 2005-10-12 11:25 PM


Joining in the glee-fest!!! So glad you found your friends safe and well Karen. May you be re-united with many more friends in the days to come

You can never win or lose
If you don't
Run the race

Psychedelic Furs - Love My Way

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