Listening to every heart
Sami, there is a lot to be said about truth, fiction, and the lines inbetween. A lot of us write from truth; a few of us delve into fantasy; the way we imagine things for others; the way we would wish our lives to be.
That is what we feel. That is what we wish. I personally am very glad that you are finding a home here, knowing as you do that writing is a parlay into opening your mind and heart into what is important: finding yourself.
I have recently taken to private journaling. I vent and/or explore places I do not normally go in public. It is quite revealing, even unto myself. I would, if I may, suggest you pick up several books on writing by Julia Cameron. She recently came under my venue as someone to read, study, and know that we do what we do [writing] because it is inherently there...and shows us all a way to validate ourselves; to understand WHY we do what we do, and better yet, understand why OTHERS do not comprehend our ways.
Of course, dear, that is just a suggestion. But currently the books of JC's that I have on my desk are The Right to Write; The Artist's Way; and The Vein of Gold. There are several others....
and you would be surprised what these books have to offer.