I have a problem. I dont think i have told you what happened between me and J.T....well, im not going to bore you with it, just gonna say that we dont talk anymore. BUT, i really miss him, and nick started to go to school again, and yeah. He doesnt talk to me either, and yeah, i dunno, i just really miss him, and the other day, nick was talking to my freind harriet, and he told ehr he misses me and everyone else, and she said he asked how everyone was, and how I was doing. She said he specifcally asked how i was, and she said good, even though the past couple months have been hell, cuz i cant get J.T or nick out of my mind, and how much i miss them...it's sort of pathetic i guess...but i just need someone to talk to about it cuz al my freinds, well its just hard to talk to them about it, cuz all they say is how ugly he is, and say how they cant see what i saw/ see in him in the first place...grrrrrrr...lol Yeah, just any comments...i need to let all tis out.
I ask why, but in my mind,
I find i cant really rely on myself.