i think i'm new to this discussion group you've got going on here.
the only way i've ever been able to express myself was through my poetry,and half the time people never understood what i was trying to scream to them.
i'm 15 and although i need help,you don't have to feel obligated to help,does that make sense?
either way i'm here posting more for the feeling of letting it out,being able to say something straightforward,without my poetry to hide behind...which is normally the case.
i'm feeling extremly used lately,and you wonderful people may not care so much,seeing as you don't really know me,but i just need to speak..not nessicarily be heard.
i'm probably the biggest welcome matt you've ever met..i'll give up my happiness any day if someone else can be happy for just a little while.
it's getting to the point where people do it automaticly now..and i'm not even brought into the situation really anymore..i know one of these days i'll end up screaming at someone i care about and loose alot of friends,and i'd like to stop that before it happens.
so any advice you have would be just dandy.
thanks,hope i didn't take up too much of your time.