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kissa~rachelle
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25 posted 08-07-2004 12:01 AM       View Profile for kissa~rachelle   Email kissa~rachelle   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for kissa~rachelle

And i am sorry for taking offense, its jsut that a lot of my freinds, feel taht i am jsut giving up on her, and i'm not, it is just that i know that i cant do anything to help anymore, except to let her do it herself. I think she understands, or atleast i hope she does. But everyone else is being harsh, to me, because they dont.

I dont know if that makes any sense. But i am sorry for taking what you said so badly.
I know you were just stating how you felt about waht you knew, and i appreciate it.

Karissa

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

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26 posted 08-07-2004 01:05 AM       View Profile for SEA   Email SEA   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for SEA

Karissa,
sometimes in life, we have to let go, otherwise, we will continually be dragged down too. I do understand....I'm sorry other friends don't. It's a tough situation, but if you "stay busy" and find other things to do....it will get easier. You have your life to think of. You could always blame it on your parents, say they frown on the friendship, it might make it eaiser...I give my kids that option. I tell them to blame it on me and if their friends don't like it, they can come talk to me I haven't had one come talk to me yet. Don't expect I will either.
Hang in there....if you ever need me, email me, ok? and I mean that.
kissa~rachelle
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27 posted 08-07-2004 02:02 AM       View Profile for kissa~rachelle   Email kissa~rachelle   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for kissa~rachelle

Thank you. Thank you a lot.

I will email you if i need to.

Karissa

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

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28 posted 08-07-2004 06:17 AM       View Profile for MGROVES   Email MGROVES   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for MGROVES

my hands are shaking. my gut is in knots, how do i word this. when i was very young i ran away, drunken father who beat me, i was raped, a guy there took me too police. they made me more ashamed, i was run away, i asked for it, i desereved it, the guy who took me even gave their names, didnt matter. i was under age even, they alot older. happened again after that. years later i am trying to deal with it, i heard the no one will believe you, you asked for it, i speak of it now when i dont even know its coming out, just needs to be heard, i guess, i know it does, i say i am ok with it, I AM NOT!! it took my life from me. i say i forgive, i know I DONT!! guys get you drunk, give you drugs, say what you need to hear, then aftere, say  you wanted it, you consented, NOT TRUE!! no excuses for their actions. i am sorry i cant handle this. but had to reply

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29 posted 08-12-2004 02:57 PM       View Profile for spritrider87   Email spritrider87   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for spritrider87

me again MGROVES i replied erlier with kinda the same thing i sust didnt let the people on this site know it happened to me but because of your courage i will. i was reaped by someone i trusted. i knew it was wrong at the time but i didnt care because they were finally giving me attention again. i told a friend and they didnt belive me. that is until after a bout half a year of this going on some one finnaly did belive me. and that person was taken from my life. wanna know why no one belived me. because i was quiet and withdrawn, and i didnt have many friends so they thought that i was saying it for attention. i wasn't i wanted help. needed help. but after it all happened and he went to jail i felt so horrible. the what if's started to rule my life. everything sucked. i say i fogive him and that i'm not mad but in truth i dont know what i feel. so please dont ignor people when they tell you something like this and even if they tell you to keep it a screat tell someone right away. please.....

"I am the bringer of darkness. A shadow in the dark. I prey on the. The child of the lost souls. I hunger for the love of one unknown. The one to reve

kissa~rachelle
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30 posted 08-12-2004 05:27 PM       View Profile for kissa~rachelle   Email kissa~rachelle   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for kissa~rachelle

I know. There is something that i really must say right now. It has taken me a while, but i think that maybe she is telling the truth...maybe not the whole truth, but the truth in a way..

I dont know. The more i talk to her about it, the more i acn sense a feeling, more like hear a feling in her voice...like there is more to the story and she is scared, or ashamed...

I dont know. I fel like a horrible freind right now. There still is a chance that she wasnt raped, but the more and more i talk to her, and think about it, i am not so sure that she wasnt...

It really scares me. How quick i was to judge, how quick i was to reject it, i mean, even though i didnt tell her i didnt beleive her, i still thoguh it, and it just makes me feel so wretched inside.

SEA, i am scared that maybe you were right...

Maybe i am  horrible freind. I hsouldnt have ben so quick to judge...it isnt my job, or my place. I jsut hopw she can forgive me, or more, me forgive myself considering she didnt know how i felt.

God, i feel so horrible.

Anyone who reads this, i hope you do, because it just goes to show, that people are wrong all the time, and you should never judge someone...ever.

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31 posted 08-17-2004 10:45 AM       View Profile for spritrider87   Email spritrider87   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for spritrider87

i think thats what i said a while back. not that you were a bad friend but that you shouldn't judge her. anyways your not a bad friend. at least you realized your mistake. sompe people dont. just be there for her.

lost and afraid i am calling out to you light angel.

kissa~rachelle
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32 posted 08-17-2004 11:28 PM       View Profile for kissa~rachelle   Email kissa~rachelle   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for kissa~rachelle

i was sort of afraid to put this up, about how i was wrong, but i figured that it was the least i could do. I am glad you said what you did, and i am trying to be there the best i can, considering i am not allowed to hang out with her, and so it is sorta hard to be able to see her.

I make sure she knows i am here though, if she ever needs to talk, which is al i can realy do to help at the moment.

Karissa

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

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33 posted 08-19-2004 01:43 PM       View Profile for spritrider87   Email spritrider87   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for spritrider87

your doing a good job then. just keep trying and be there for her. let her know that someone cares. its the most you can do and thats what counts.

lost and afraid i am calling out to you light angel.

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34 posted 09-07-2004 07:34 PM       View Profile for MGROVES   Email MGROVES   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for MGROVES

definetly be there for her. people react differently to things that happen to them. just because they dont react the way we would does not mean they are not telling truth. and you dont know really how you would act if it happened to you. you can say i wouldnt do that but you never know, it is a very hard thing to deal with, one who does it too you can make you believe no one would believe, then people who dont know how to react can deny it happened so they dont have to deal with it, or get involved. denial is so much easier at times, but put yourself in her shoes, what if it happened to you and no one believed you? then what? it is so demeaning and degrating and shamefull to have happen and feel its your fault, when it isnt.  and the shame never goes away

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35 posted 09-10-2004 10:33 AM       View Profile for sim0riah   Email sim0riah   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for sim0riah

Kissa, Can I ask where her father is?? Obviously she needs help.  At 15 doing drugs, drinking and having sex are not good choices..She is missing something in her life and I think that is a good father figure..And I don't mean one who just lives in the house..Usually acts like this are not just one persons fault. there is a bigger picture that needs looked at..This is just a reaction to other actions..It sounds to me like you are a wonderful friend and you are doing your best..I will tell you that if her family doesn't get help she will have a hard time through out her life.. they need some serious family counciling

sim0riah
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36 posted 09-22-2004 12:27 AM       View Profile for vampiana   Email vampiana   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for vampiana

i was just thinking...even though it seems very likely that she is lying...
how bad would you feel if in fact it turned out that she was telling the truth?

"Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"-Frank from Donnie Darko

 
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