blues & greys
I understnad how you feel,i am a avid snowboarder and about five years ago or so i feel really bad trying a new trick and broke my collar bone, and it sucked, hard. and the first time i got back out there i was real tenitive, i was scared i was gonna hurt my self again, and for the first two years back i hardly went off any jumps because of my fear. then three years after the sccident i started to get some confindece back but not much so i tried to clear a simple table top and cracked my head bad, got a mild concussion because of it...but it made me realize that if i go into this being scared and going half assed i am gonna hurt my self, but if i go at it 100% i might fall but chances are i wont get hurt as bad...so basically what i am saying is, just go for it put 100% effort into it, and you might fall, but it is all a part of getting over your fear, if you dont you will end up hurting yourself badly..so just give it your all thats all you can really do if you dont want to quit doing something you love...
"So what befalls the flawless?
Look what I've built, it shines so beautifully now watch as it destroys me."