I dont get guys at all. One minute, your kool, friends and stuff, then the next, they treat you like you have some kind of disease or something. I dont get them at all. Today, i was hangin out with my friend Darren, and we were kool, all chillin and watchin this Slipknot DVD, and then J.T and Nick show up, and he is TOTALLY different towards me. I guess i am probably over- reacting, but i just, it just made me feel really sad, and when i had to leave i said bye, and he usually gives me a hug, actually all three of them usually do, and he was just like yea, okay. I know it probably sounds really lame.... i dont know. Maybe it was just because i have been grounded for so long and we just arent as close as we used to be, or maybe he was jsut wanting to go skate so bad, he didnt really notice, but... I dont know, i jsut needed to talk about it i guess. It is really lame, i know. oh well. If you want to rply thats kool, and if you dont, thats kool too.
I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling