THis is a note I wrote to a guy i like or should i say liked. Please tell me what you think. I'm not sure if i should give it to him.
"Hey. I dont know how to say ythis other than to just say it. I love you. I have since the first time i met you. At first i thought that maybe you likes me too, then I saw you, and how you acted towards and looked at Lyndsey. I knew right then tha you would never like me like that. I thought I had accepted it and moved on, but all i had really done is pushed my feelings away, and focussed them on someone else, which was stupid. Well, I dont know. I guess what I'm trying to say is that i still like you.I'm writing this note, thinking tha maybe it will help me to get over you. If this doesnt, i dont know what will. Just more time i guess. I'm not writting this to get you to like me or anything like that, not that it would but you get my point.I dont want you to act all weird around me or different. I really dont want that. I dont want you to hate me like you hate Holly. I jsut need to get my feelings out, so then maybe i can et over them. I'm sorry if I have freaked you out. It is just something I needed to do."
~I am really scared to give this to him. I dont want him to hate me, but i acnt take this pain anymore. Everday i see him, i get this pain in my heart. It is getting unbearable. I have been trying to get over him for about three months. Sad huh. Anything you have to say would help.
I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling