where the wild flowers grow
Gah, do I ever know this..
I got teased so bad in school that I eventually quit (yet, there were other reasons as well)..
I've felt the same as you do, kids can be really cruel. But you know, you are who you are, and if they can't accept it, they should be out of your thoughts for good. Being strong enough to ignore is key, and I'm sure you are a very powerful chick.
As for never being loved.. it'll happen, you're young yet.. I've felt this way and then, I loved and was loved in return.. Though it doesn't always work out, you will find someone that can see you for you..nothing more. Looks, eh..don't worry about them, no one who loves you for that reason is worth the effort or time.
Just take a deep breath, find your strength, and be proud to be you and only you..Let the time come, don't come to it. And if you really want to talk, you can e-mail me anytime.
I wish the best for you, you'll be okay!