in the pouring rain
i don't guess you would really call it complaining, but i am so confused about my feelings right now. i think i like this guy and i know i like this other and i am just trying to handle all the pressures. High school has started and it's getting harder to handle my life. i haven't written in the longest time and i am so stressed, i don't know what to do. and my feelings for this guy, i don't know what they are, it doesn't make any sense and i feel like i can only tell a couple of people and i am just having a hard time. i want a brother, so that i can get a hug from a guy because i haven't had a hug in such a long time, but i guess i shall get over myself huh....
thanks for listening
* the pouring rain kisses my lips with innocence as you look into my eyes *