in the pouring rain
to tell the truth, i don't know what i am thinking. my head is killing me and my life seems to have been put on a halt. talking helps, but i need to see " him ", and i know you probably don't want to hear any of this, because it sounds like i am having a pity party for myself but truly, i don't know what to do. i feel like i am going to cry everytime i think about this, and what is going to happen, i don't know. i had a dream last night about " him " and all i know is that i was next to him and it felt so good, but i don't even think i like him, and my life is just nuts. the tears won't come, and neither will peace. thanks for listening.
*the bloody tide comes in on the shore, time after time*