Hey... first off to you, and welcome to the site. I unfortunately have experienced this problem, and I honestly don't know how I started writing again. I'm a huge journal writer, and when I get periods of not wanting to write, I'll go for months without making a single entry in my journal. To be honest, I haven't posted a poem here in months, and my efforts at prose have been somewhat pathetic (compared to the standards that I used to hold).
If this is the first time it's happened in two years, then consider yourself very very lucky and or blessed. :-/
Sometimes, I find that it's best to just not write for a while. It gives me a break from constantly looking for my notebooks and pen, and when I am ready to write again, then I can remember why it's so important for me to get things onto paper (or disk).
You can try forcing yourself to write, but I've found that to be counter productive, ESPECIALLY when things are screwed up. It just takes away any urge that I may have had to be productive with my time.
*hugs* not having any urge to do anything is also a symptom of depression, and you say that you're on new meds... just try giving them time to work, and if they don't work within a month or two, maybe talk to your doctor. It's possible that they aren't the right meds for you. I had to go through two or three meds before we found the one that works best for me. *hugs*
"i just......i dont know."
honey, you sound exactly like I have so many times in the near past, it's almost creepy.
Maybe try just floating around the blue pages for a while until you can write again. It's amazing what being a floater in here can do for your perspective on the way that people interact with each other, and believe me, you have become a part of the best family there is out in the inet. *BIG HUGS* If you ever need a listening ear, don't be afraid to email me, ok?