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0 posted 12-13-2002 09:15 PM       View Profile for neveah5   Email neveah5   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit neveah5's Home Page   View IP for neveah5

December 4th i had my baby..i was blessed with a quick labor and everything went very well other than she was 3 1/2 weeks early.
i think im having the postpartum depression though and its driving me crazy. im so emotional and i get so upset over everything. i'm extremely stressed and upset right now and i have this feeling of dread because of my fiance's employer..we were expecting good news from the meeting he had with them today and instead we got only bad news.  it seems as though this always happens to us. we get excited for something or all seems wonderful and then something (edit) happens, again.  im trying so hard to be strong and not get upset because i know he's angry and stressed about his work situation and worried about me and my emotional state right now..
so now im trying to tell myself that everything will be ok..that everything always gets worse before it can get better (as my friend would say). sometimes it works and i get a bit of hope built up to the point that i dont feel like breaking down..but then i remember how sick and tired i am of my fiance ALWAYS getting screwed over because others around us are selfish, two-faced, and hurts me so much to see him get hurt when hes done nothing but be the kind hearted person that treats everyone with respect that they dont deserve. when i think of that i get so bitter and angry and wish i could hurt those people the way they hurt him.
this world is so cruel..and it seems to only be cruel to the people who dont deserve it at all. almost as if to get rid of all the good hearted, compassionate people..

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1 posted 12-14-2002 02:01 AM       View Profile for Diane Coway   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Diane Coway

I am sorry you are going through a postpartom depression.  I know it is hard, and feel you need theraputic help to get through this.  I will pray for you.  I knew a lady who had a very rough time and ended up in hospital.  If you are feeling over-whelmed then please seek proffesional help with this very real depression that sometimes strikes new moms.
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2 posted 12-23-2002 01:53 PM       View Profile for Midnitesun   Email Midnitesun   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Midnitesun

Happy Birthday to your little one. Hang in there, postpartum depression passes with time. Before you know it you'll too busy trying to keep up with the crawling stage.
I wish you luck, and please keep your chin up this Christmas. It doesn't always get worse before it gets better.
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