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Alexia
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0 posted 12-03-2002 10:13 PM       View Profile for Alexia   Email Alexia   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Alexia

I used to date this guy named George since about August, and about a month ago I decided I didn't want to see him anymore  because his age was really bothering me. (He just turned 25 this year, and i'm 17) Well anyways, while me and him were together him and my sister were friends too. Well after I decided I didn't want to see him anymore he started calling and talking to my sister. Then, he asked my sister out. WHAT A JERK! Just because I said I did not want to be with him anymore because I thought he was to old for me, didn't mean I said oh well my sister's older than me hook up with her. And now there going out. It really bothers me, and upsets me. Because I had feelings for him at one time and we were together since august till the end of October. Thats like 3 months right there. And my sister asked me how i felt about it and I'll feel bad if I tell her how I really feel, I mean because I want her to be happy and I don't want people to think I'm selfish or anything. Because I feel that if I tell her it hurts me to see them two together and kiss ( like we use to). She'll just think i'm selfish. And all I care about is myself. Cause really I don't. I mean no one really understands how I feel. Then my cousin (he's like one of my best friends) he said I act jealous. Because she's with him now. I mean I'm not, at least I don't think I am, but one thing ever since they started going out we have not got along at all, were always fighting. Usually we get along pretty good. I've cryed over this to one of my friends alot because of this situation, I mean I just don't know how to deal with all this. I was on the honor roll and now I have like D's .. and i'm always like depressed. I just really do not know how to deal with this at all.  It's so werid to see them two together and hug and see them kiss right in front of my face. I leave because I can't watch it. It's like she betrayed me or something. I don't know how to explain it. But do you think i'm jealous or selfish for feeling this way?
ah, I just don't know what to think or feel or say anymore. It's like i'm lost in my own little world all the time now.  It's like I lost one of my really good friends, because I can't even talk to my sister like I use to anymore.  I am so depressed lately.
Ok well I just had to let that out .. I never really told any of my friends why I cry alot now, most of them don't even know. Just my cousin, because I trust him and I don't think, he'll think i'm stupid for it.
                  Whoever reads this ... Thanks.
Alexia


Cheater's - There not worth your time and most of all not your tears.

[This message has been edited by Alexia (12-03-2002 10:16 PM).]

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1 posted 12-03-2002 11:06 PM       View Profile for Larry C   Email Larry C   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Larry C's Home Page   View IP for Larry C

Alexia,
Yup, those are tough circumstances! You need to find a way to focus your thoughts on others. Volunteering...if you have time. My personal experiences says broken hearts don't cure for about a year. And that's if you push on. Best of luck dear girl. I pray you find peace.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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2 posted 12-04-2002 08:13 AM       View Profile for cherrylips   Email cherrylips   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for cherrylips

I feel so sorry for you. That sounds totally awful. I am 18 and have been single for what feels like forever. This guy sounds like a total jerk but I beleive in giving things  a go no matter what. Age doesnt matter my freind has ben with her guy three years and he is twice her age yet they suit perfectlky. If you love the guy give it another go, BUT be careful because from the sounds of it he is a total arse. As for your sister tell her what you really think. Tell her that it is her choice and in fairness it isnt your place to stop what may be meant to be But also warn her. She must know that if he is being like this he isnt worht the time of day but then that is a mistake she may have to learn for herself. Hope I have helped. Thats what I would do but its up to you whther you find that helpful. Good luck and hope it all sorts itself out, dx
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3 posted 12-04-2002 03:48 PM       View Profile for Ethan Halo   Email Ethan Halo   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Ethan Halo's Home Page   View IP for Ethan Halo

if she's asked you how you felt, then tell her it makes you uncomfortable. that doesn't mean you're saying break up, or that she will break up with him (you know how adamant couples can be), but telling her it makes you feel weird (or even like vomitting) will help her understand the friction you've got.

and it'll take a load off your mind and let you concentrate a little better.

and don't have any illusions, this guy is an a-hole and that's pretty low to ask your sister out.. i'm not that male.

and most importantly, work on your school stuff. it'll keep your mind off of them for one, two there's a million guys you're gonna run into in the next few years, but you only get one run thru school (unless ya fail...).
don't let this jerk put you on tilt, nah mean?

it's our struggle for identity that leaves us all unknown

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4 posted 12-04-2002 08:12 PM       View Profile for Alexia   Email Alexia   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Alexia

Yeah, I dislike him and her very much. I mean what kind of sister would go with your seconds? She is such a loser, she can't even find her own men.
And I've told her it makes me uncomfortable to be around them and it's werid and I told her I didn't want to be around him and her when they are together. But what does she do? Invites him up here tonight being the Ho that she is and I have to see them together so I left ... I was so mad and when I came back I wouldn't be darned if he was still here and still is here ... God take a hint once in awhile.

Alexia

Cheater's - There not worth your time and most of all not your tears.

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5 posted 12-05-2002 11:34 AM       View Profile for LoveBug   Email LoveBug   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for LoveBug

Both of these people in your life seem to be very mean and cold hearted. It's awful that they are supossed to be the ones who support you. I know that it hurts, but you have to  move on. If you choose to harbor hatred and malice in your heart, in the end it's only going to hurt and hinder you, not them. Don't let them have this power over you. Get straight A's, get into a good university. Be successful, and don't look back! Rememeber, always be the better person, even if it's only you and God who knows it.

Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us.

 
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