Floating gently on a cloud....
Hello anybody who reads this. I'm Liz the reject. lol. Nah, I'm ok really. Well I think so anyway. lol. Guess what, like probably a zillion other people at this moment, I am having guy-trouble. I have known this guy for about a month. We have been flirting and chatting a lot. I have grown very fond of him. I have these feelings for him, so I told him that. In an email cos I am kinda shy...
And he won't tell me how he feels. Either about the way I feel for him or about the way he feels about me. Maybe he doesnt want anything with me and doesnt want to hurt me by saying it to my face. But I wish he would just say one way or another, it is really hurtful this way. And the thing is, I don't want it to wreck what we already share, cos he is a real sweetheart and if I can't be anything else, I want to be there for him as a friend. I was thinking of maybe initiating a proper meet-up this weekend to talk about it all and figure it all out. I want to suggest it but what do I do if he says no? Then what? Heeeeeeeeeellllllppppp!!! Lol. Apart from that, Uni is great. But I wanna go home cos I havent been since Easter holidays. Boo-Hoo. I miss my dogs, at least they love me without a doubt without a question. lol. Hey, and my mum and dad for that matter. lol. Well, I have gone on for long enough. Thanks for reading/listening whoever does, I just really needed to get this off my chest!!
Cheers! Luv, Lizxx