Moved from a shack to a barn
Sheesh, no wonder you're depressed.
I'm just kidding. But don't be depressions' puppet. Cut a string or two as you're able.
Easy for me, right? But, I was well acquainted this for awhile.
You, like a very few others, have a unique voice. Perhaps this "writing thing" is what you are meant for (or, meant for you).
Struggle on, love yourself, maybe move somewhere with, you know, sunlight.