Between a laugh and a tear...
Iíve had enough!
I just canít take it anymore. Why do people behave this way, so vindictive, so hurtful, so focused on covering their own faults that they seek to cause pain and distress to others. Itís not that hard to simply say I mad a mistake, I was wrong, Iím sorry, letís move on. Iím sick and tired of all the petty little mind games, the deception, and I donít want to play any more! I look at what is happening around myself and when I look at the world I see the much the same thing, just on a much larger scale. Where will it stop; must we destroy ourselves to satisfy our own trifling egos.
Surely everyone must be able to see what is happening. And what of the apathy that seems to allow this relentless march to self-destruction to continue. I am not immune, I probably more so than many others have made mistakes, I have certainly caused pain to others, sometimes knowingly so, I have been guilty of neglect, and the apathy is fast overtaking me. Every day my heart hardens a little more, the emptiness and hopelessness grow, the doubts and questions return, and I search for a reason to simply get out of bed. Iím so empty inside these days I can scarcely put pen to paper.
How hard can it be to just TRY and do the right thing?
Think for a moment how different we would be, how different the world would be, if we all just stopped, had a long hard look around, and inside us, and just tried. Surely it would be a defining point in our evolution as a species! Well I guess can dream, canít I?
Iíll climb down off the soapbox now before someone kicks me off. These comments are not directed at any individual or group, well certainly not anyone from Passions , Iím just going through a difficult time and needed to vent for a while, thanks!