Get over it! This is what I'm trying to tell myself.. ok, he cheated on me with his ex during a 'break' that he said that GOD wanted us to have... ok, he didn't even have the guts to tell me that he was back with her.. I had to see it on her ICQ info. Ok, he STILL won't admit he was wrong. Ok, he hits on my best friend. Ok, he thinks that he's going to go out with the homecoming queen from his school. Ok, he talks to me maybe once a week... but I still cry every night for him and pray to have him back.
Yes, I am a total idiot. My question is, why am I like this!? Seriously.. I mean, I look at this and I see what an utter jerk he is, but I still love him. WHY?!??!?! I just need to get over him. Any suggestions??!
Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us.