Sweet And Sassy
So anyone have a deep dark secret that you've been holding in for awhile and you've never told a soul? Or am I the only one?
Here's "one" of mine ... even though it isn't the whole story ...
ok Anyways, there is this guy that I see all the time and everything and we get along great ... but there is one little problem, We can't date, we can't be seen like "together" in public or anything b/c. I have a very logical reason for this I just can not tell anyone b/c they'd be like what are you stupid? I mean were like the same age .. and Now everytime were together chillin or whatever, he just stares at me and he is such a big flirt. And then Saturday we were alone like all night together till 2am .. and all he did was talk about what had/has happened between us and I know he doesn't regret it just by what he says. And I can't talk to any of my friends about it. I hate keeping stuff inside and not telling anyone. No one! You know how frustrating it can get? VERY! And when we were talkin and everything .. and when im kiddin' around, I'm like you know you want this? And he's all like yeah and he gets serious look on his face it's freaky! But he's nice to me ... I just wish I could tell someone why I can't date him, but I can't .. Anyways .. Just one of my secrets, no one knows about not even my best friends.
I figured I might as well tell someone, I've been holding it in for the past year. You just don't know the whole story. I don't know if i'll ever tell anyone the real reason. I'm so confused by my situation, I just try to forget about it. Yuh know even if it's for 5 minutes, but when I see him again it all comes back to me. Cause he chills with me every weekend.
*Love might not make the world go round but it's what makes the ride worth while*