Member Rara Avis
Mumbai, India : now in Belgium
A small point though. Just because you are Gemini doesn't mean anything. Atleast, I don't believe in starsigns. You are what you are, and the stars don't have control over you. I may be wrong, but then my stars control what I think, right?
Well, to your question, I think it's your life and you should dig deep into yourself, however deep you can go into your mind (that's not easy, believe me) and think what you want from your life, in terms of a spouse/partner/lover/friend/...
Your feelings though are quite natural. Most people in this world fall in similar dilemma. I could generalise this to some inanimate objects (like I did in another thread), but I would get the wrong end of the stick for it.
Life has many forks, and you don't know what is in the future in either direction. Some prefer slow steps, some fast... both reach an ultimate conclusion at some point, but the art of living is not to regret either decision... Atleast you have a choice, and a brain to exercise to make that choice.
Morality, high-handedness, ego, pride or even star-signs can be kept aside...
Sometimes I think, it is all an educated guess(sometimes I also think what the heck am I talking about???)
Make yours and be happy with life.
Wish you a good life,