I feel like I have to hide everything in my life. I know most people do feel like they are hiding part of themselves and all, but I feel like I cant tell anyone about the real me. My parents dont even really know me. I have figured out that my life is well balanced enough to everyone else. I have family time, and friend time, and "me" time. I spend all this time writing, and thinking about everything. But I am so misunderstood by everyone else in my life that even if I finally understand myself enough to know why I do things, I cant exactly explain it to anyone else. It stinks!! I just feel like I am ready to explode. And summertime is making it worse, b/c I hate having any personal conversations over the phone, and very seldom can I talk to anyone in person. I have one friend who I feel like understands me, but I still have to explain myself so much, it drives me crazy!
OK, enough of me ranting. If anyone can give me some advice, it would be so greatly appreciated!!
I need more time to find the real me...
to fly like the birds... to be set free.