Al, I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I went through a similar time earlier this year, and it was really tough to take all of the disappointments that I got. The big thing that got me through was prayer, so I am glad to hear that you have decided to begin to pray. I think that it will really help. My prayers were answered too, because something wonderful happened to me in April and brought me right out of that phase. I will also pray for you, and I hope you get through this ok. I'm sure you will, because times like this really do make us stronger. If you feel like you need someone to talk to, please e-mail me or contact me on ICQ.
"Men judge generally more by the eye than by the hand, for everyone can see and few can feel."-Machiavelli
[This message has been edited by LoveBug (edited 06-21-2001).]