...here, there, and everywhere. Such is existance.
Been a while sense I have been here to babble, yet babble has not met much as of late. Depression seems to visit me again...tears that come for unknown reasons and at any given time.
Tired...insomnia...she seems my depressions precious mistress...*sigh*
Weather is wonderful lately. At least when I go out of doors or for a walk with my dog depression seems to follow a bit further behind than in the house. Here, it seems to set on my shoulders, peeking down into my face and whisper my name with haunting breath.
The air smells wonderful today as a hint of rain lingers sweetly there. I am longing for the dusk to bring the rain down with welcomed thunder and lightening to soothe my unsettled demons and calm the restlessness of my weary soul.
Game has begun...
yet I don't wish to play...
just hide me away...
I don't want to play...
"There is an alter ego which
dwells in every soul..."
"I am as I am, nothing more, nothing less,
I am tears of pain, tears of Death.