If you read my last thread you know I am struggling with an eating disorder. You dont know how many times I look in a mirror cringing in disgust and wishing so badly that there was someone or something else staring back at me. It hurts so bad sometimes. Once, it got to the point where I had to take down all the mirrors in my room, and I had to cover up the mirror in my bathroom.
I'm sure many people have had these feelings at some point in their lives. Everyone has those days where they just feel gross. It's not a good feeling, and I'll be the first to say that because I feel that every day.
Sorry to start rambling. But this is a subject that I feel so strongly about.
subconsciously, i think i can eat so much to make my stomach hurt, instead of my heart.