Toronto, Ontario (Canada)
I can relate to alot of you. My first love, I was with for 5 years, he constantly cheated and lied, but I stuck around. Now I'm in another situation. I'm in love with someone who I believe is in love with another. He sends all these mixed signals and I'm not sure what to believe. There is nothing I wouldn't do for him and he knows this. I think at times he even takes advantage of this fact. BUT, unfortunately, I can't muster the courage to leave. When and if he decides to walk out of my life, I can guarentee, many nights will be spent curled up with tears rolling down my face, slow music in the distance asking "why?".
I often say I'd want him to be happy even if it meant pain for me....but truth be told...I don't think I could handle it. Only time will tell.
"Love me little, Love me long, Is the burden of my song" - Robert Herrick