Paula, there are always people who are willing to listen, especally here in our family of friends. You have obviously had a hard time in your life, and if you need to share it with someone, share it! I'm young and I don't have wisdom or anything, but I am willing to listen. My e-mail is in my profile, my friend. I do hope you speak to someone! God bless!
"Men judge generally more by the eye than by the hand, for everyone can see and few can feel."-Machiavelli