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serenity blaze
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0 posted 2000-10-31 04:20 AM


I just chose my dignity over love, and now I feel like crap. And even though it hurts?  I'm laughing through the tears--cause ya know what?
I felt like crap before.  But now, I am a broken hearted person with self respect.  ha ha ha I'm going to bed now.  Thank you kindly, good poet people. I have to go trick-or-treating tomorrow...
oh, the irony, y'gotta love it.  Hugs, Forum.

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Nan
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1 posted 2000-10-31 06:46 AM


If it's any consolation, it sounds like you would have found yourself feeling like crap WITHOUT your self respect if you'd chosen any other course.... ya think?
Marge Tindal
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2 posted 2000-10-31 07:37 AM


Serenity~
You dignified little thang you !
I love it !
~*Mom*~



~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
noles1@totcon.com

serenity blaze
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3 posted 2000-10-31 08:53 AM


Nan...that's why I was laughing...aw geez...and thank you too Marge.  I think it's a good day to be wicked...don't you?
SEA
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4 posted 2000-10-31 09:11 AM


Serenity~ sometimes doing the right thing hurts more, but in the long run and for the big picture, it works out right! I for one am very proud of you...... -SEA
Christopher
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5 posted 2000-10-31 01:06 PM


hugs m'friend - I know it's tough on you. peace to your heart... I think ya's did the right thing.  
serenity blaze
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6 posted 2000-10-31 01:42 PM


SEA---You've been so sweet to me...thanks lady, and hugs.

Chris--sigh.  Thank you m'friend.

SEA
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Serenity~ I think you are amazing..I have lots of respect for you and your beautiful heart.   -SEA  (((HUGS))) right back to you!
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8 posted 2000-10-31 07:03 PM


Whatever path you chose, I would understand. You must follow your heart and your instincts. Smile..wear your 'hippy' costume and get lots of candy. Trick or Treat? YOU are a treat to know!    
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9 posted 2000-11-01 05:35 AM


My winged ~HUGS~ are wrapping right around you now honey....there does that feel better  
Hope so
love ya
Tracie~


Love is the life of the soul...
It is the harmony of the universe



serenity blaze
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10 posted 2000-11-01 06:37 AM


Tracie...I thank ye lots...HEY..I FELT that...nice lady, you...*wink*  HUGS
PdV:
ACK... okay...but no Zendrick Farms...anything but that...well. okay even that is open to discussion.

SIGH...looks like yer right again...and by the way, tank tops, on guys who look GOOD in tanks, look EXCELLENT under flourescent lights...little "Halloween" tip for ya!!!  winks to you and the crew of one.

[This message has been edited by serenity (edited 11-01-2000).]

Elizabeth Cor
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11 posted 2000-11-01 07:06 PM


~gets out her pompoms~ God, that takes guts...
Honey, you've deffinitely won MY respect. Sheesh, sorry you're in this situation. ~big-old-you-da-woman-hugs~
It'll get better eventually... and then you can be smug!

~ Beth

serenity blaze
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12 posted 2000-11-02 01:18 AM


Thank you so much Beth (cough. choke.)  WHEW....it's a rough enuff ride, I think.
time for us to be (inhale) good to ourselves.

ROFLMFAO....thank you much, m'new found friend...and not brave.  no.  just crazy.

winks and hugz

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13 posted 2000-11-02 09:20 AM


well, think of it this way... it coulda been a shotgun wedding... [cough] lol...

big hugs to you, my friend.... you know where i'm at if ya wanna chat... aw hell, forget the cyberstuff...let's just hit that blues joint and leave them all behind... do a little dancin', stay out 'til dawn...

why not? life is short...

seriously though

this is for you

huggggggg



i guess i'll have to look up to you now, huh?  

- all you can ever really ask out of life is a sincere apology and some decent poetry -

serenity blaze
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14 posted 2000-11-02 12:30 PM


Doreen...I'll have to catch up later...wanted to thank you for the hugs, and will try to catch you on line later.  I've been invisable lately...thanks so much for caring...it does help.
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15 posted 2000-11-02 12:39 PM


WOO HOO!!!
WAY TO GO!!!



Ok, seriously. . . sometimes, doing the right thing sucks!  But, you have to listen to your heart. . . trust me. . . you'll be better off. . . you might not see it now. . . but you will. . .

Hugs to you my friend. . .

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That which gives light must endure burning
--Victor Frankl


Irie
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16 posted 2000-11-03 12:53 PM


Ok, so you went and did it.....
Does that mean I'm next?

Way to go....You've made a very tough choice!

HUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGS!!!!!!!!



~Sheri

"The things that come to those that wait may be the things
left by those who got there first"



serenity blaze
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17 posted 2000-11-03 01:40 AM


Sven...thanks for the moral support...and hugs

Irie...I just came to the conclusion that somebody had to take care of me, and since I'm the one who's around me the most---it might as well be me.  (I know. My brain just works that way sometimes...)  I'd explain the whole thing to you, but it's starting to bore ME.  But suffice to say, I'm still with my children's father, but I just decided to simplify my life a bit--decided to deal with one idiot at a time. I'm staying on a plan though, if the kids grow up before he does---I'm outta here.  Grins, hugs, and prayers for you.  Don't let ANYONE treat you badly Sheri, especially yourself.

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18 posted 2000-11-03 08:15 AM


Congratulations!  Go with your gut feeling and be a lady, you'll shine!

"When red-haired girls scamper like roses
over the rain-green grass,
and the sun drips honey.""
Laurie Lee

Kathleen



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19 posted 2000-11-03 08:59 PM


Its always better to have your self-repect though

Sometimes you have to let go and move on,
But never let go of the memories.


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20 posted 2000-11-04 09:06 PM


Wow, you are feeling a little down, I see. You know, self respect is little comfort to me in the middle of the night.. Although I know that you gotta have it, or you have nothing. So good for you for whatever thing you did, that stood up for YOU. Hope you feel happier soon. If you figure out the way to do it, let me know.  
Sandra

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