Pasco County. Fl.
I am so lost right now. I'm in this everlasting enigma. It's just not cool anymore. My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 months. I can honestly say I love him. But I started school 2 weeks ago, and he's INCREDIBLY paranoid that I'm going to find somebody I like more than him. So I assured him and gave him my promise, which is good till the end, that IF I found somebody, I would tell him, and not cheat on him. I do NOT break promises. So anyways... there's this friend Al. He's only that. A friend. So today, after school, I had Al take me to my boyfriends work, because he works with my mom, and my mom's boss had stuff he needed me to file, so I stopped by. Noa, (my boyfriend) was there, so I said hi. Anyways... when we left, I came home, and Al had to go take care of some stuff, then he came back over and we went swimming. Well, Noa and our friend Mickey came over just to say hi, but when Noa knocked on the door, nobody answered, because Al and I were outside swimming. Well, Noa came in, and looked in my room, where Al's clothes were, and he kinda spazzed. He called later and interrogated me, and after I explained what happened, he said he believed me. But then he added something. He said if anything ever DID happen, and I hurt him, he'd put a bullet in his head. You've got to understand that he's a big teddy bear, who would never hurt me or his self. But he's going to be paranoid every time I'm in schoool. Any advice? Cause I'm really going crazy here. Sorry this is so long, but I feel a little bit better now that I got it out. Thanks, everybody, for allowing me to vent.
"I've fallen asleep, slept so sound.
Fallen so fast,
I missed the ground"