Well I have some feelings I'd like to air.. a dear friend has dismissed me and is ignoring me... After all I am and all I've become and all I've done for them, my emotional state is helter skelter cos of the shock of this...
I am hurt, confused, ask why?, what did I do?, what didn't I do? Sad, regretful, bitter, bereft etc etc.
After all we are both grownups, and to be treated this way is so hurtful and childish to me. Afraid to talk? Too busy, they are merely excuses...
I thought being our age this sort of crap didn't happen anymore, again I'm wrong... seems that is all I capable of being somehow.
But I will get the last word, I will show the better party here, I can forgive, but can't forget, AND I am still big and loving enough to say this..
"I love you!"
Friendship is an integral part of life and you don't get many true friends and to throw them away is just plain silly...
So anyways, I'll finish with my final words..
"I love you and I treasure all the magic we shared!"
I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn.....
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)