I'm feeling so lost now. Especialy with me! Whoever said growing up is hard, boy were they right. Everything is in a whirl pool that is spinning out of control. I'm trying to take everything in and grow up slow so I'll learn a little something, but ya know what's happening? It's all too fast. I won't remember all these confused feelings, I'm sure, when I'm older.
Finding who you are takes a lot out of you, not to mention fustrates you. Like when I think I have something figured out and then I realize I don't have a clue! Know what I mean?
Boy, I could ramble on for hours, but I know you all have your own probs. and these seem miniscule. I know, I know. I just had to get this off my chest.
My biggest problem now that I need advice for, is my friends. I'm a quiet person, I'm not into sports, and I don't have a lot of energy, and I'm not head over heels for boyfriends and such. So, you could say I'm out of the loop. My friends and I barely share more than a couple of words each day, and we can't talk. It's like we are in seperate worlds. Or as my mother says, I'm in a totaly different universe than them! I'm trying to deal the best I can, but is there anything you would suggest I do?
Sorry again, but I guess this needed to be said where people can read it.
Thanks for reading.