In the space between moments
I don't know whats wrong with me lately. I've been sad, distant, emotionally disturbed...I've abandoned nearly all my friends except the ones that won't let me fade away. I'm very rarely in a good mood, and when I am, the littlest thing can throw me off. The last couple months have been like this for me. I know I have people that care about me and love me, and I love them too, but knowing that can't seem to pull me out of this. I try my hardest to act normal (I can be a good actress when I have to be), but I find myself breaking down in sobs frequently and unable to concentrate on things. All of this is extremely hard to me to admit, to actually put into words. But you guys are like family to me, and I need to talk to someone. Is there anything I can do? Is this something that I'll get over? If anyone has any ideas, I'd appreciate it from the depths of my weary heart.
"Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul...." ~*Sarah McLachlan- Do What You Have To Do*~