so....here I am, the big college freshman. Those of you who've been through this...did you ever have those 'wish I had's ? there is a major one that I've been going through ever since the end of high school. Let me give you the quick run down...
I'm a drummer...always have been, I'm sure I will always be...and there is this girl named Amanda that I graduated with and have been friends with since about the 1st grade, I believe. Well anyway..Amanda and I are great friends, we talk almost everyday. Last year (my senior year) she started dating this guy...which supposedly meant nothing to me...or so I thought mwahahaha. Anyway, it bothered me a little bit, and I knew why, but what right did I have to say something to her, since I was dating someone also. She's been with this guy ever since...I, on the other hand, am single and hating it. But here's the thing, I know I love her...I've told her I love her...she's told me that if she wasn't with this guy...that she is sure she'd be with me.. She's not playing me or anything, she's seriously not like that, but I really do care about her. And when she askes me for advice concerning her boyfriend, I can't help but be biased and try to be pessimistic. I guess I should have moved faster...and now I have to wait...I know, I know...trust me, I know better than to try to break her up with her fellow I'm a better person than that *sticks nose in air* Just wondering if anyone else has been in this predicament.
Amor Vincit Omnia:
Love Conquers All