I am struck by feelings of idiocrity. Thank you so much for your insight.
It never occured to me that, if you have a soulmate, you would find them, I mean, after all, they're your soulmate. What a moron I have been. I truely thank you.
You see, this special person is semi-semi-semi-involved with her boyfriend of 6 months and she loves him and hates him. It's hard for me to understand. She says these great things to me, but then says the other person's better. Not in those exact words, of course. It hurts, but sometimes, most of the time, she amazes me. Literally, she blows my mind. In her own words, "be a venomous snake" when you want someone. I try sometimes to be that venomous snake, but end up failing fin awe of her total beauty.
Please help me with some more fantastic insight.
(ignore my moronic signature...if I ever post it...)