Welcome to Passions, Robert. You'll find that its a wonderful place to come and share your words, and much much more. You'll find friends here
The way you write doesn't sound strange to me at all. I don't know much about poetry either. I write by the sound, if that makes sense to you. And in the end, does it matter what method you use to write? Just let it come to you, write it down, share it.
We're glad to have you share it with us here!
The only man worth your tears will never make you cry...