Hey, I was just reading your post, and I thought I would reply. I am going through my 6th month after the break up. Feb.1 is when it happend. We went out for 2 1/2 years, and she did it over the phone, out of the blue, and to this day, I still don't have a reason. I thought I was never going to get through those first few days. Minutes were hours, and days were weeks. But, I realized a few things in the past 6 months, that let me understand, and go on with my life. They are..
1. Never spend your time now, worrying about something that may never happen, because this is the time you can spend with a smile on your face. 2. Smile, because you don't know what tomorrow brings. 3. True love does exist, even if you lost what once you thought you had. 4. You never lose the best things in your life, because it means that something better is coming your way.
Honestly, what I did was cry, go for walks, and talk to God. I just let it all out, like I was talking to someone who was right there.
I swear to God, if I never did any of those things, I never would have felt this good.
I went out and had fun with my friends, I still do. I mean, why should you and I be sitting in the dark, wishing we could have it all back again, when they're probobly having fun. That's not how it works, we get up, smile, and just go with the ****'n flow.
All good things come to those who wait, and we go through this crap for a reason, its to make us stronger.
Love can be searched for in Infinity, Found within Eternity,.. Lost within Seconds..