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Foxyoasis
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since 2003-06-10
Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

0 posted 2006-10-19 02:28 PM





but anyhow here's a Poem i Just written.

what can i say
what can i do
with these pills
the evil things
that get me through

i see others suffer more
so i give making it worst
for them to get off them

my problems are trival
compared to others I need
to buck up stop look around
and try this another time

when this bottle is done
back to pain managment I
go the horror inside me
will just have to sit and
subside

no matter if the pain is
real i will not give
in this time yes


I will go in with fullblown withdrawl
again like i did yesterday and i
this time will stay that way.

raw unedited

i have crohns diease and was in the hospital every month this month and im addicted to hospital herion and well its been rough i got pain that can't be cured and then i dont wanna take my pills the pain killers coz im not trying to get sucked in again they dont work anyway anyhow i dont know about ifyouc an write about that kinda thing here but if i did something wrong sorry in advance!

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Edward Grim
Senior Member
since 2005-12-18
Posts 1154
Greenville, South Carolina
1 posted 2006-10-19 03:50 PM


I am sorry, Julie. I know what addictions are like; they have run rabid in my family for years. I have great faith that you will come out of this. You are in my prayers. Sincerely,   Grant
Dark Stranger
Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631
West Coast
2 posted 2006-10-19 04:11 PM


ms Foxy, we all have our addictions and our drugs of choice that is really what we all write about here..just different pens..
enjoyed your honest heart here..let it all out.

Foxyoasis
Senior Member
since 2003-06-10
Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla
3 posted 2006-10-19 09:20 PM


ty

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....


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