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LeeJ
Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296


0 posted 2005-11-11 07:42 AM


is wasn’t as if
I hadn’t diffused burdens of
my timid mirror
it was futon comfort,
with baby smiles
parting my lips…
dreaming on the opposite
wall of some
intended surprise,
like a faithful dog
in a forgotten time
tossed with fair colors
& sapphires

however,
the check marked memories of
beatings and abuse,
slammed me down
on a lacquered
table of refuge
leaving me alone,
questioning the common
games of chance…
with hypnotizing lights
tugging on my shoulder,
impatiently
I wanted to be there,
alone…
though apprehensive

while spending nights
in smoke filled rooms
gambling my life
was a large debt
exposing
a death sentence
among wicked gossip
suffering suitcases of
some cold blooded eyesight
of
their own drawn up legs
but I understood

then I heard a taxi cab
with brightly lit neon
signs
flickering
on & off
cooing with determination
down some seemingly
endless road…
just when the sun
would hiccup
its last still warmth
in that good-night sky

sometimes i would watch
the close knees of trees
as they circled
the wind in a crash course
wondering around
the countryside,
paying attention
intently…

I’d labor,
putting their sounds
in drawings
while singing softly
“with good voice”
to some music I didn’t know
but obeyed the orders
of it’s stretched out
blanketing flannel sheets
of musing tongues

drawing bemusedly,
wide eyed hugs
from afterbirth,
gently touching
a very small container
of ruddy sun burnt youth,
with permanent squints of breath which
gazed the soul, until one became
who they really were…

suddenly remembering
warm bedclothes
neatly arranged
behind curtains
in my room...
I changed early,
in time for
the down syndrome
which lovingly
stroked my hair…

in there
I saw a picture of words,
of seas & never ending forests
erasing tensions
moving more interesting
without any effort

mixed jovial feelings
kiss my forehead
realizing every single beat
of heart is a miracle

like the birth of my child….

regardless of the turned up snobs
& mocks of those who could
not hear a hymn,
if it bit them in the nose

i remember
those yesterday evenings
standing at the station
while a red caboose
slipped by
urging me to run along side
remembering, far enough away
without being rude

attempting to be closer to kawanyama,
where some
deep breath presence
brought my memory
familiar ness,
recognizing me
as an honored guest…

and my life changed
over and over again,
with all those challenges
time keeping my secrets
honest,
alive & less worldly
with each passing sigh

blessings poured out
of all those years of
what i thought
then, to be distained  
discussions & pouts
of weak moments dragging
me down…

i recalled occasions
of good choice & keen insight
wrapped up
in a beautiful Christmas tree…
and know
I hadn’t been starved
by the empty bellies of winds
no!

I had been kidnapped by
strength & encouragement
in each tiny
baby step of others
who would be thought of
in years to come

who understood me,
better then I knew myself

I forgot about all those
handicapped people,
legally speaking
about the
salary i owed them

today,
I married a
cottage near violet forests
of which i still spend
much time in the study
periodically
gazing at the photographs
i keep in a small
music box
by an open window of my home…
my face
wreathed in smiles…
while a flute sings openly with hugs
blowing a few notes of absolute
choices in my ear
making ends meet
with nature’s consulting
armchair holding me

  

© Copyright 2005 Lee J. - All Rights Reserved
Seymour Tabin
Member Empyrean
since 1999-07-07
Posts 31720
Tamarac Fla
1 posted 2005-11-11 09:58 AM


LeeJ
Enjoyed the trip but felt like alice in Wonderland, watching the chesire cat   blinking in and out. You are a butterfly with large wings. Good morning sweet.

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215
Realms of Light
2 posted 2005-11-11 10:14 AM


Lee, Seymour took the words right out of my mouth! lol

You're a Wonder, Dear Alice!


Linda

Sharksbean
Member
since 2005-09-25
Posts 368
jax
3 posted 2005-11-11 11:04 AM


nice write LeeJ Thanks for sharing

-may the force be with you in poetry

JL
Member Ascendant
since 2004-04-01
Posts 6128
Texas, USA
4 posted 2005-11-11 11:43 AM


“The wolves howl back from the violet forests”
Beautiful, Beautiful, Beautiful.

Nice write Lee J.
I was completely taken in by this masterpiece.


JL



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