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JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

0 posted 2005-05-27 01:39 AM

Feelings I Could Live Without

After not being there for her,
emotionally and affectionately,
she said (truthfully) that I drove
her into the arms of another man,
and then I didn't want to forgive
her for dating another man, so as
she sensed my anamosity, she
became more determined to hurt me,
and dated more men and then I
started thinking, that if she
didn't want to be with me, why
should I want to be with her,
and then I started trying to find
someone else, and as is the usual
in this situation, the kids suffered
for the sins of their parents.

JamesLee
May26
2005
A long time ago....

passing shadows
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since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

1 posted 2005-05-27 06:12 AM

glad it was a long time ago

Marge Tindal

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since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

2 posted 2005-05-27 09:21 AM

JamesMichael~
Sometimes an honest look at difficult circumstances teaches us a hard, hard lesson~

This is a poignant penning, my friend~
*Huglets*
~*Marge*~

~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost,
the spirit rejoices over what it has left.
- Sufi epigram <))><

Email noles1@totcon.com

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

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with you

3 posted 2005-05-27 09:19 PM

I'm glad it was a long time ago too

memories still sting though....

Enchantress
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since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

4 posted 2005-05-27 09:21 PM

I'm glad this isn't recent James..
Heart hugs to you sweetie.

~Somewhere in my heart I'm always
dancing with you in the summer rain~

MGROVES

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since 2004-02-01

Posts 3802
california

5 posted 2005-05-27 09:35 PM

yep,good thing it was long ago,
i do understand the feelings here

My spirit will rise
above the sea~
There will be no drowning
of my soul or me~

Mark R.
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since 1999-06-25

Posts 113
San Francisco, CA.

6 posted 2005-05-28 06:35 PM

We must all go through such trials, only to become better people ourselves. I hope you learned from the situation and have become a better man, not for the one whom you dream of, but rather for yourself. Your poetry reminds me of all I have written. Check them out sometime. Hope you have a great day.

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

7 posted 2005-05-28 09:17 PM

So many times you have impressed me with your honesty and your courage. It is not always easy to look deep into one's self and see the imperfections as well as the perfections. A toast to best of times ahead, especially fueled with great knowledge. A "can't miss", I think.
TD

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

8 posted 2005-05-29 12:47 PM

Thank you passing shadows, Marge, Sea, Enchantress, MGROVES, Mark R. and This Diamond for the nice responses...
Yes I too am glad it was a long time ago...yet sometimes still fresh in my memory...as the years passed I have managed to make major improvements in some areas and minor in others....always seems to be a strong man...James

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