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the_loner_23
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since 2002-06-08
Posts 5479
Jacksonville, Florida, USA

0 posted 2004-01-24 11:31 PM


Sometimes I feel ugly
Like I am not wanted
Sometimes I hate myself
And feel so lonely

I push away
Almost everybody
I have ever loved
Past or presant

Sometimes I wonder
I was I ever born
Why was I brought
Into this exsistance

My parents think
I will be lonely forever
Unless I lose all
This god forsaken weight

I am lonely now
I wish I could find someone
Who could look past the weight
And love me for who I am

But because of all the negetive input
I think to myself
Who will ever love you
You ugly, unwanted pig?

Sometimes I wish
I would just disappear
But I know that will never happen
So I just live on

I live on
In this pitiful exsistance
Called life

Cold hands means a warm heart

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McLean
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since 2004-01-05
Posts 484
state of marital bliss
1 posted 2004-01-24 11:34 PM


Oh, honey...it is easy to think these posts are in first person.  I certainly hope it is not from your own flesh you feel these pains.  You speak of things I have thought myself, in very lonely weaknesses.  Keep writing...keep releasing...it is good for you, and know the sun will rise again!

hugs,

McLean

ThunderMage
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since 2002-06-20
Posts 812
Canada
2 posted 2004-01-24 11:34 PM


I've known that feeling, but then you came along and changed all that Julie.

What is life without poetry and adventure?
"Little sister" is just another way of saying "Guardian Angel"!

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Member Rara Avis
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In Your Poetic Mind
3 posted 2004-01-25 12:14 PM


heart hugs....you need to believe no matter what how beautiful you are!!

I lie awake at night
I reach out to touch
Feel you by my side
I reach I never feel you
Will I ever get to feel you again
Just one more time

muted
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Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving
4 posted 2004-01-25 10:33 AM



we are here for you, we can see your beauty shining through...
like McLean said, just keep relesing...keep writing it all out...


Mistletoe Angel
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5 posted 2004-01-25 07:11 PM




(big angel hugs) Oh Julie, never deny the special person that you are, dearest friend, those who cannot see your inner beauty are very selfish and don't deserve you! Follow your heart and decide who YOU want to be and don't let others force you to be something else, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Julie, thank you for sharing!



May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton


"You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come back home" MB20

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