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my freefall (a surrender)
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my freefall (a surrender) |
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EagleScorpion Senior Member
since 2000-03-08
Posts 1644Here, Now, Forever 
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i dont know why i think about you so much i never understood why every single day my mind always comes back to you and i dont even know you i guess you just have that certain something about you that leaves me with a feeling that i have no control over and i'm ashamed of it how did i let somebody affect me like this somebody i have barely spoken to is it the understanding that i saw in your eyes the way you can just read me when you look at me with that wise, knowing stare the way i was utterly defenseless as i stood before you as you stared directly into the eyes of my soul? is it the way you refuse to be like the others? the way you love your life so savagely? this isn't love this is madness we never spoke for more than a few minutes at a time and it was only those very few occasions but you have been on my mind every single day for over a year now and its scaring me and i want it to stop i dont know what to do what am i supposed to say to you? what could i say? it took a monumental amount of courage to bring myself to see you, to call you knowing we've never walked on a beach together or just spend a whole day getting to know each other just a little bit more but i dont care. i still like to tell myself that we are connected in some way maybe this happens to everyone you meet i wouldnt be surprised i believe that i belieive it because i barely know you but i would die for you |
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jjote Senior Member
since 2002-12-25
Posts 1088Ontario, Canada |
Quite a freefall this is, really. And I would like that somebody would have or had spoken or written something like this for me...*smile* ...esp. the last lines: i still like to tell myself that we are connected in some way maybe this happens to everyone you meet i wouldnt be surprised i believe that i belieive it because i barely know you but i would die for you |
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EagleScorpion Senior Member
since 2000-03-08
Posts 1644Here, Now, Forever |
thank you! no really.. |
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